tastiiword's Xanga

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Thu, 20 Mar 2008 07:47:02 GMT

dear xanga...
i feel like you're my husband that i've been married to for too long...
so i moved to blogger...
which in comparison would be the hot, exotic pool boy that I mess around with since you can't fulfill my needs...

sewtasty.blogspot.com

oh and I got a new phone!
finally..i've had my old one since freshman year? i think.
and we've switched providers too. yay.
oh and the person who helped us was way cute.
dan freaking jackson!
oh it's a blackjack deux.

woot
okay
bye...
forever!

Monday, March 03, 2008

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 05:33:42 GMT

no i lied.
one more blog.
magie is the best partner to have at NASCAR.
we worked with Waste Mangaement.
and i got my awesome pen!
and we know more than mark, but hell he couldn't even spell our names.
or function as a tent captain.

cooper was way better.
cute and nice. :]
UNLV Army ROTC.
just for future reference.

M&M!

Saturday, March 01, 2008

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 21:45:02 GMT

AHAH you're such a manbitch.
and since obviously you lack some balls
I'll do you a favor!
you can SUCK MY DICK. (however it is figuratively)
...and because "suck my vagina" sounds stupid.
When are you going to grow the fuck up. seriously.

p.s. xanga is dead. it's been dead since cyber_rice. For now, i'm just blogging dreams for LaShomb's psych class.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 05:41:11 GMT

suckin in air through a straw.
and not a boba one.
i can't breathe...and i'm not an allergy person...so why am i so sneeze/coughy/ achy?
do i need to be put into a bubble?
i think i got like 15 people sick today.
i'm so contagious.
ugh and i'm sick again.
EW.

Monday, February 18, 2008

Mon, 18 Feb 2008 14:42:31 GMT

hah.
i expected better...
w t f you

i'm not dead

Sat, 09 Feb 2008 23:43:08 GMT

well...for a little while i was.
i got really sick wednesday night. like hallucinating sick. and it was all because i used my mom's fork to pick up some spam. and then that night i had like a crazy high fever. i woke up every hour and i had to pee. that's probably why i was really dehydrated. then on thursday i couldn't even get out of bed. Friday sucked because i still had a fever, and even this morning i had a headache and my joints hurt mucho. i missed my ACT test....which i wasn't too bummed about anyway.

i hate missing school, and not seeing friends and classmates. etc. it sucks! it's okay bet you bitches totally didn't even notice. hahaha. okay so there's alot of things/people i have blogged on. just to update and whatnot...but again, i have to think about what i say, because i don't want to come off as savage and rude. :[ the worst thing to do is lose some friends before college starts. some of the support is lost.

i found on wednesday that my cousin on my dad's side is in critical condition. there's something wrong with her liver, and she needs a transplant right away, but you know how the waiting lists work...she's not the only one that needs the liver. my uncle told us, and according to him, it was because she got into an argument with her parents and "tried to" commit suicide. (pulling a trevor?) with tylenol. it's really a sad way to kill yourself. but i did not know you can mess up your liver over some tylenol. i guess it depends on how much she took. i'm still totally thinking she fucked up her liver because she was a drinker.

i want to start a dream blog. mostly because i have really off the wall dreams recently...but that's probabl due to the medication i've been taking..and because i'll be prepared for lashomb's psych class in the future.

p.s. i was thinking super hard during the mass on ash wednesday...what do i give up for lent? i've given up candy before, i've given up soda, myspace (that didn't work out so well), i've given up shopping for stuff two years ago, i've given up alot of...superficial things for lent. things that people can live without. for lent i want to be more forgiving and more open. i get frustrated very easily and hurt easily. i need to be more patient.....trust me....it's way harder than it sounds.

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Wed, 06 Feb 2008 07:43:40 GMT

who the fuck nominated "letter to me" for our freaking senior song??!?!?! THAT IS PATHETIC.
well so is halo two theme song. but jana doesn't like a majority of the songs that were nominated. I don't understand the concept of having the senior song box out for like a week. Brian said it was the responsbility of the student, and yes I understand that, but there are only so many people who eat lunch and listen to announcements! "you sexy thing" is not appropriate....apparently. no one likes SUPERSTAR...but then why does it have SO MANY nominations?! i'm very indifferent towards "here's to the night" because everyone and their gay lover knows the song. It holds signifigance in my life because Patrick used it in our Key Club video :]

today was a shit day. three quizzes, that i was ill prepared for. that's my fault though. and everyone around me was sick. feel better. i'm tired of school, but then again i feel like everyone is. even the teachers. I got more information on study abroad programs from arcadia, and i'm totally leaning towards it...haha speaking of which...i should pull a retraction of my previous blog because i sound bitter about it. it's okay. my dad is motivating me to do scholarships, and this is the first time where i felt like he's involved with my "higher education goals"...that and i think that if i don't win any scholarships...then he is totally screwed. there's some other stuff i want to blog about, but i'll save it for later, because i need to let it incubate or else i might say something i regret....like how i want you're body...

Monday, February 04, 2008

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 02:25:07 GMT

Monday, February 04, 2008

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 01:07:08 GMT

conclave 2008.
it was fun. it wasn't fun. it was fun.
i'm sad that this conclave was my last, because honestly...last year was so much more eventful.
when you leave conclave, and wake up the next morning your body is supposed to hurt.
mine didn't. i just smelled like sweat.
but i defer...

i just wanted to say how AMAZING it was being with my board last night, and watching the best secretary WIN as ltg. I am so proud of her! and she totally made the speech work out. I'm VERY PROUD that we won CLUB OF THE YEAR, and Mr. Meikle was happy for us :] I couldn't have asked for a more AWESOME board...we get stuff done while having fun at the same time. I'm happy that Ms. Hoffeins won advisor of the year, because she truly deserves it...but Mr. Meikle will always be #1. The dance was fun. Winston was fun. Jaci was fun. David's pants were fun. Apparently...my tits are fun too.

So after the Bill Endow Scholarship Orientation, I realized that I might have a chance! I'm an okay student, I have amountless hours of service, and I feel like i'm well rounded (hahha not size wise) >.>. There's just something I feel like I'm missing though...hopefully, I get to be one of the lucky 15 :]

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Wed, 30 Jan 2008 06:34:37 GMT

i got accepted to arcadia university in pennsylvania today.
i applied because their study abroad programs are amazing.
acceptance rate was doable and they have the major i wanted.

well apparently no one else cared it's no big deal...except my dad thought so.
he's so cute. he sent me like a bajillion text messages in lit today (i felt like christine moore and her lunch notes...but unlike her I LIKE getting them)...while i was thinking about murdering someone(s). roskolnikov and all you know. so he goes:
1) CONGRATS ANAK you got into college!
2) you got award too!
3) congrats! did you get my message?
4) it's in pennsylvania?! i told your tita and tito!
5) [last one] yay scholarship too! we will try not to pay for anything. cheap :D

that last one i got in psych. idk. everyone i knew got into their school already and so when i was like. yay i got in :]...and well duh obviously no big deal. the only person who was like SLDGHSHOMG GO YOUIOHSG was lilien when she jumped on me. hahaha.i love her <3

so i pretty much celebrated at magies. eating veggie eggrolls.

i'm having a hard time interpreting my dream.
for George: let me tell you...
i'm in a group with people i don't know. they're all really friendly and just kind. i'm reading them a letter and i can't breathe. i start to panic, and i cannot breathe at all. the guy sitting next to me squeezes my cheeks (the ones on my face) and then lite brite pegs come out of my mouth. there are like craters in my mouth, and the pegs come out of my mouth. just POOF out of my mouth. and he's doing this plenty of times..til i finally wake up.

i've been having that dream for 5 days now. and it's like the same thing over and over. i can't breathe he squeezes my cheecks. it's so...weird. i think it's sexually related. the boy in my dream was cute, and like squeezing is a sexual...i don't know. just sexual. massaging i suppose. and the fact that i couldn't BREATHE and he had to "massage" squeeze me so i could relax again and breathe....has to mean something. i'm not crazy, i think this is actually the meaning of my dream.

oh. and it was in color.
the moral of my story is...LOL YOU GOT INTO COLLEGE...no fucking big deal.
so it goes...

lol at magies house. we were playing "ive never" and someone said something about masturbation...i said there's nothing wrong with it & i guess people don't do it (you're in denial) ...so you can go ahead and finger yourselves.